good idea

i came home today and drank a 4 shooter of bourbon, and took some nitrous, i felt fine then

it was the after effect

im gonna go smoke a blunt in 20 mins

Try Lithium.

I don't get high often...but the last 3 nights I have.

its great, isnt it

i love marijuana

and im gonna love it tonite

i havenet smoked in a relatively long time

There is a lesson in this somewhere.

Next summer get a job and dont come home for the break. Parents will drive you crazy after not having to answer to anyone for the first time.

Fuck yeah, I go crazy when I'm at home. I gave up a good job opportunity in San Diego because I have to stay and help my parents. They are old and too feeble to do anything except annoy the fuck out of me. My mom stays home and cares for my dad because hes had like 3 heart attacks, 1 stroke, and several bypass operations. My dumb brother has a kid with his gf and my folks babysit him all day long and he always gets in my room and grabs my stuff. Also, we dont have a good A/C and its around 85-90 degrees outside and we have very poor ventilation in our house. The hot air cant get out, it just floats in the house. The only escape I have is to go to my gfs house, but we both know we arent going to last much longer. Seriously, get a hobby, or work extra hours. Thats what im doing now, im working more hours so i have enough money for when my job relocates south. Sometimes i just want to grab all my shit and just leave em behind, but i cant do that. Just stay in school and keep busy, go online and play games. Or yeah, you could just kill yourself.

Don't think about it. That's your first mistake.

Do something to take your mind off of it.

Smoke some weed and do something that buzzes you out.

my gf, who lives back in pittsburgh, is in cali right now with our friend emily, she gets to chill on the beach while i get my ass kicked at work

i work at this really fancy steakhouse for little money, and today, the mexicans who cook had to open this panel in the floor and bucket shit out of this pipe into a trash can

i need to get really high

I'm on antidepressants...seriously.

HA our beaches? i take it she enjoys swimming through raw sewage and insanely cold water temperatures

*edit* holy shit. whats this emily's last name? she might be my cuz... who knows...

18, she is in santa monica now

she lives in hampton, just outside of pittsburgh


wouldnt you get more pleasure out of pumping her bro tho tgb?

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HA our beaches? i take it she enjoys swimming through raw sewage and insanely cold water temperatures

Dont forget about the nice warm air we have now. ed:

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