alot of good recommendations and awesome advice. this whole thing has been going on for a couple of years now, and i'm getting sick of it. i've been trying to keep myself busy, playing alot of counterstrike source and mohaa, along with doing photoshop/photography work. i haven't been smoking pot for a long time, but i have been drinking heavily. i really want to get into excercising but i'm just too lazy. i'll just keep at things, i think it's all rooted in my problems with my exgirlfriend and what's been lost between us and in my life.
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Originally Posted by Ferich
Have you tried adding humor to your unwanted thoughts? Obviously you know they're outlandish and too crazy to come true
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i try, but i fail. that's the thing though, as outlandish as some of them may be it seems somewhat sensible in your head at the time.
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Originally Posted by Tripper
I used to just sit and wonder which one of my friends would be most likely to sleep with my girl behind my back.
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i was and still am exactly the same with my ex. it doesn't make things easier when alot of my friends do try to pick her up when they know how i feel about her; but at times i'm unsure if i'm just tricking myself into thinking they are or if infact they actually are trying. either way, i think love will always have the deepest impact on one's self, which only makes it the easiest target for this kind of behaviour.
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Originally Posted by Arkan
Perhaps you need to alter your lifestyle slightly. Sometimes doing something new alltogether is all you need to change the way you think.
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i've been thinking about that. i've been wanting to set alot of routines for myself and do alot more for me rather than just being lazy. i want to get into reading, working out, talking more with friends and family, just being better to myself in general. i just turned 20 so i think it's about fucking time i get on track and stop jacking off to porn all day. a trip would also be nice, tokyo mmm... happy:
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