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Seems lame that i'm posting this on an internet forum....

I know i'm not an outstanding person on these forums, but many might have noticed me not posting any snide remarks and stuff lately. This is because 2 of my best friends died this weekend. They were boy friend of girlfriend of 3 years (considering we're 17, thats pretty long). The boyfriend's parents were driving them home from a college visit to check out some schools. It was very rainy out and the car flip and crash of the side of the road. My 2 friends were crushed in the back seat, killing them even with their seat belts on. I barely made it through the weekend but many friends helped me keep it together. Its hard losing one person but 2 is crazy. Today was my first day back to school without them. It was hard walking to classes without them, or having them in my lunch and classes. Many teachers today were in tears. But I finally feel that i can smile now. Many people around me were crying when a teacher was telling me how great my friends were. But i sat there smiling with a tear in my eye. It feels good now that i think happy memories of them All i want now is some closure, I want to go to the funeral. We don't know when it is going to be since his dad is still in the hospital. When i go to the funeral i can finally be at peace...

-Brian

RIP Grant & Brandy