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being serious on gf1, it's a shot in the dark but we'll see.
i've always been a pessimist, i look for the worst in things, i always expect the worst, etc. etc. but lately it's been out of hand. i don't know if it's just me or if there's alot of people that feel this way but i find myself imagining these outlandish scenarios that hurt me in some way. alot of these situations or stories i create are beyond reasoning in their foundation, they're too crazy to ever come true, yet i still get worked up over it? it would be like imagining that on your birthday you're girlfriend will get really drunk and sleep with your brother, when you birthday is 3 months away. it won't matter what state i'm in, happy, sad, etc. it still happens.

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I FEEL LIKE IM TAKING CRAZY PILLS!