[Poseidon]

I keep getting very simular feelings, its the same thing over and over again.

My ex-girlfriend (who i am still very close to), I keep reciting a speach for her funeral, i can tell im a simular age to the age i am now, not sure about any details but its mainly just the standing infront of people giving a speach about her. I cant get it out of my head, but it makes me keep thinking what if this did happen, what would I say if I was asked to give a speach. Its beginning to happen more and more reguarly. Its a really horrible thought. But often it happens whilst im at work, when im walking to another part of the building etc. Its horrible.