[SoLiDUS]

[quote="Stinger_Dude":8de48]Yeah sometimes I think about what it used to be like before anyhting existed. Was it white, black? No color no anything.[/quote:8de48]

I remember being 12, lying on my bed an afternoon and thinking about how the observable universe came to be and whether or not a creational force (ie God) was a required element for its inception: at some point, I was forcing conclusions for further investigation at such an incredible rate that I made myself dizzy and felt something "snap". What's funny is that right before this snap, I felt as though the unfathomable had become a completely crystal-clear, easily understandable fact. The feeling dissipated almost instantly and I felt tremendously sad thereafter, for a very long time. I hope to find a satisfactory answer to this and other existential questions before my conscious existence comes to an end. This is making me so melancholic...