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i feel like shit, physically and mentally; all around shit.
my parents left me alone this weekend so i had a few people over to drink friday and saturday. friday i drank alot, saturday i drank too much. i ended up passing out at 5 last night and had to wake up at 730 for work at 8 this morning. i come home tired from work and realize how much fucking cleaning i have to do around my house. there's empty beer bottles on every flat surface, cig. butts piled in my front lawn, dog shit everywhere and everything the little terror has decided to rip apart. my exgirlfriend and i can't get along which she usually finds a way to blame on me. i have to fix a problem with chosing my courses for next year but i can't get in contact with anyone at the school to help me. ontop of all this, i dont have my desktop computer working so i'm stuck on my laptop for awhile. the cable router sucks the sweat off my balls and decides to cut out for ohurs on end with no reason at all.