[Merlin122]

thats horrible man. a similar experience happend to me about 25 days ago. my friend burak committed suicide. he was one of my best friends. it was horrible, i saw one of the toughest jocks i know bhall his eyes out like a little girl with me. since then i've gotten somewhat over it. Newt helped me a lot with it actually. If i hadn't been playing battlefield with him i might have killed myself too. RIP burak limasollu (sp?)

EDIT: since then i have been a volunteer EMS (emergency medical servicemen) at my local ambulance squad. My friend actually saw his body when he died.