[JBird]

trying to balance the friends with benefits agreement, or lack there of. i tell ya, nothing is more frustrating than having a girl you love to bang...but dont want to go out with rolleyes: i wont get into it but lets just say she has a lot of baggage. great girl, bad situation.

getting the call on a tuesday night, trying to fight the urge....i get to the point where i cant stand it. i break it off, cant find anyone else to bang for the past month (ive tried hard everyweekend loney: ) and then i get the call and its on again.

i guess i dont "dread" banging a girl heh, its just the whole process i hate.