[Madmartagen]

regrets change with me. the regrets i used to have, im now glad i did them and some of the things i was proud of before i regret now. before i was iwth my ex, i had a crush on my friend. i decided that one day i was gonna ask her out, but i chickened out at the big moment. i met my ex soon after that and then we went out for a good 4.5 years. during that time i found out that my friend had a huge crush on me too but i never picked up on it. well, me and my ex split and i got in touch with my old friend and weve been hanging out ever since. trouble is, she doesnt have the same feelings for me and now i got nothing but a platonic girlfriend. fuck.