[Sgt>Stackem]

you have to tough it out. My parents died early in my life (dad at 5 mom at 12) we were left totally alone I was 12 my two brothers were 15 and 18. We raised ourselves without help from anyone. It is hard but you have to do it. It may suck now but later in life you will be better off. You will learn alot of lifes lessons before all of your friends and that will prepare you for the things you run into later in life. I got my first job at 12 years old and have never been unemployed since (a 6 month streach but thats all ). you need to do the same. Develop a good work ethic and run with it. It will get worse before it gets better. Hang in there.